neutral milk hotel

so i just joined this online dating thingy for fun, or for laughs, or for serious, i can't tell yet. but i just looked up this guy who lives in winnipeg and he is beautiful. i think i blushed just looking at one little obscure photo. what he said was beautiful. his intentions were clear and honest and i appreciate that. i sort of wanna say hi. it is beautiful outside right now. the lilacs are just about to give way here in a couple of days, after maybe just one more hot, hot day. yesterday was hot, it had to be 80. rachel and i went out and ran errands and eventually had a picnic up at the park near our house here. it was beautiful. the honesty is what is soooo beautiful. her honesty and my honesty. my band mates honesty. or lack there of, it is sooo obvious. i am so confident in my honesty right now, ugh! i am sooo happy that i know what is what these days. thank you, thank you, thank you.